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He-e-ey! Long time, no... Talk? Read?

Back when I started this, I told myself I was going to write every week for as long as I could. I did really good for a while! It was a really good outlet for me while I was recovering. Maybe it's a good thing that I'm not writing every other week, now that I'm moved out, have a job, and going to school?

Things have been going really good for me. I miss my parents and little bro, but it's been a good experience. I'm getting used to living with others, providing for myself, and being responsible.

My classes are really good. I have three Communications classes (Writing for Comm, Interpersonal Comm, and Nonverbal Comm), a graphic design class (Digital Imaging), and CSIS (basic computer stuff... yeah........).

My ward is really awesome. I just got a calling, and I love the people I'm surrounded by.

My overall health has been good. I've been feeling great. I ride my bike to school quite a bit, and I even went running today!!

Although it's been smooth sailing for the most part, I have had my bad days. I've had times when I miss home. I've had times when I have a pretty good chat with my Heavenly Father. But every time that I'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.

By the way, that's not what I was going for. That was a How I Met Your Mother quote. :)

When I'm sad, I can turn to the best person ever. My Heavenly Father. I'm grateful for Heavenly Father and His influence in my life. I'm grateful that for the gospel and that I can constantly strive to be better. I'm grateful for the people in my life, and the people I run into at Wal-Mart. :) I'm REALLY grateful for loving parents who raised me in the church, taught me how to be righteous, how to live a good life, and how to be responsible. I can never thank them enough!

See that? You can even tell from a picture that they're just AWESOME!

So as I said earlier, I went running today. It was only 2-ish miles and I felt like I was going to die, but it was nice to remember how much I love running. Today was day one of getting back into the thing I love. And just for fun, here are 50 reasons why you should run:

1. I run to leave my troubles behind.
2. I run to move forward.
3. I run to be alone.
4. I run to be with others.
5. I run to push myself to my limits.
6. I run to test myself.
7. I run to compete with others.
8. I run to compete against myself.
9. I run to think about everything.
10. I run to think about nothing.
11. I run to listen to my heart.
12. I run to listen to my thoughts.
13. I run to listen to my music.
14. I run to listen to the quiet.
15. I run to take in the scenery.
16. I run to explore a new city.
17. I run to work out wherever I am.
18. I run to get from point A to B.
19. I run to save on gas.
20. I run to just get out and go.
21. I run to break in my shoes.
22. I run to buy new shoes.
23. I run to salute the sun.
24. I run to be in nature.
25. I run to have a routine.
26. I run to be spontaneous.
27. I run to breathe.
28. I run to relax.
29. I run to energize.
30. I run to reach new goals.
31. I run to reach new heights.
32. I run to reach new distances.
33. I run to get sweaty.
34. I run to become breathless.
35. I run to get vitamin D.
36. I run to manage my weight.
37. I run to enjoy that dessert
38. I run to be fit.
39. I run to be healthy.
40. I run to have great legs.
41. I run to have great lungs.
42. I run to be faster.
43. I run to be stronger.
44. I run to get better.
45. I run to escape.
46. I run to be present.
47. I run to be mindful.
48. I run to be a better athlete.
49. I run to be a better person.
50. I run to feel alive.
51. This picture.....
    

    

I run because I can. And as long as I can run, I will. (Source: here)
By the way.... I added #51.


So today, my "goodbye" applies to me, too. To all of you out there, just be you. The best you you can be.

Keep running!

Dental Implants, Phase One

First off, let me apologize. I haven't been writing regularly. The last few weeks have been really crazy! Here's an update on what's been happening.

I am now living away from the "house" in an apartment close to SUU! I've explained it before; they were built by my dad's company, and are within half a mile from the school, easy walking distance. I have my own room and bathroom, and so far- I'm loving it!

I thought dental implants would be a while down the road, but about a month ago, my mom and I went in to the reconstructive dentist for a consultation. We talked about what he could do, and set up a surgery for August 19th (last Monday). What this dentist explained was pretty amazing. Step one would be to drill posts into my fibula bone. Step two would happen about four to five months later- putting the actual teeth in (December or January). The teeth would be screwed right into the posts.

 

The above picture is of my jaw right after Monday's surgery. (I don't know why my top front teeth aren't showing up, but don't worry. All the top ones are still there) You can see the four posts drilled into my "fibula jaw" on the left side. The lighter part directly above it is tissue. So obviously, if you looked into my mouth right now, you wouldn't be able to see those four posts. If you look to the next dark white... um, object?... just right of the four posts, that is the fifth one. You can tell, because it's shorter than the tooth next to it. If you remember, I had four teeth remaining on the bottom. Because the new implant teeth will be one piece, that fifth post will really help bridge it all together.

And it really could use the help in bridging it together because of this picture. This is an X-ray of the bone/metal. There is a gap down there, but it's okay because the jaw is held together really well. You can see how small the fibula bone is compared to (what the doctors call) the "God given" bone. But hey, isn't it better than not having half a jaw? I'm totally okay with that front tooth being removed, taking one for the team, because once these implants are in, it'll be awesome! (and between you and me, that tooth was decaying anyway, so it would've needed some good work done to it- BLESSING!)

I know this is probably a little weird, but you know what? I wonder if I should share less, but cases like mine require the truth. A good, logical explanation- and here it is.

I moved some stuff home on Sunday the 18th, and my mom and I left for the surgery that night. We stayed with Barbie and Steve, my aunt and uncle, in Farmington. The surgery was Monday morning, and we were on the road back home within three and a half hours after we got there. I was given an anesthetic (I butchered that, but thank you, Spell Check!) and I don't remember the surgery. I was told I'd be awake, but I just wouldn't remember it. I do remember a few things, like the dentist saying, "Open your mouth more!" but other than that, I just woke up like normal and everything went well.

The recovery is comparable to a wisdom teeth surgery, but a lot less bleeding/numbing/pain. My mouth did hurt and did bleed, but I barely bled at all after about 12 hours. I spent until Friday at home. We went up to a family reunion Friday night and Saturday, came back home that night, and I moved back into town yesterday (Sunday).

Our family reunion was great! But more on that later. (There's my "How I Met Your Mother" style of storytelling right there, I don't know if you even caught that. I think I'm clever.)

I'm blessed. Keep running.

I'm on the "Up and Up"

I never know how to start these posts... It's kind of like writing a paper. I know what I want to say, and common knowledge that it's a good idea to write the body of the paper first, and the introduction later. Because of the perfectionist I am, I can't do that. I struggle sometimes trying to make the perfect introduction. But once I get going, it just flows.

Now, you might be wondering why I told you that. Well, one, it shows you a part of how my brain works; and two, intro? Check.

There's a song by Relient K called "Up and Up." The words don't exactly describe what I'm trying to portray, but it has a good overall message:

The first verse goes like:

"Yesterday was not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today, with every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more

'Cause it seems I get so hung up on the history of what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day is sometimes hard to see
But I'm finally catching on to it, yeah, the past is just a conduit
And the light, there at the end is where I'll be"

 

I really like this song because it talks about that that yesterday happened, but today is what I need to focus on. I shouldn't focus on past mistakes, past unachieved goals, past things I could've done. "I haven't given up on what I know I'm capable of."

 

Every day should be a new start, a new change. A new chance for you to start over, work on your goals and what you want to achieve.

 

 

I'm on the up and up. I'm getting back into life again, continuing on with school, and being more independent. I've set goals to work out and goals to not complain, to look at the bright side, and to be a better person. Set your goals, and direct yourself to the up and up!

 

(thank you, Relient K for the "Up and Up" reference)

 

Keep running!