Sunday, April 7, 2019

Peace

Erik Gray's Journals
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Written July 7, 2013

I didn't even plan to write right now.

I sat on my bed, got on my laptop, opened Facebook and Pandora, and plugged in my Skullcandy headphones (thank you McKell and the Hunstman staff).  It might've been the music choice, it might've been the hot chocolate I just drank, but for a moment, I just felt peace, and that for a moment, all was right with the world.

It's these moments of peace that I live for.





Thursday, March 7, 2019

"Share my story and help others"



Erik Gray's Journals
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Written February 14, 2013
For a Scholarship Application


I am not like other teenagers- I was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 15, a relapse at 18, and again that same year. Although I am not grateful in any way for the diagnosis itself, I am so grateful for the lessons I have learned and the experiences I have gained because of it. My parents say that I “had to grow up fast,” and I have always had the ability to easily talk to others and share my experience.
Some of my goals are to serve an LDS service mission, graduate from college with a Bachelor’s of Science degree in Communications, pursue a career either in Broadcasting or Public Relations, and eventually become a motivational speaker, traveling around the state and country to share my story and to help others in dealing with challenges.
A scholarship from the American Cancer Society will help me with my academic career because it will help me to achieve my goals. On the road of life, it is the cab fare for the taxi from the “high school graduate” stop to the “college graduate” stop. The scholarship I have now will cover about half of the cost of tuition and books. If received, this scholarship will cover most of the other half of that amount. The money I receive from working and have in my bank accounts will help me pay for an apartment and to provide groceries, so that ultimately I will make more money than I spend and save up for an LDS service mission and for a future family.
I am excited for my life ahead of me and I hope that I can make a difference in the world. With the education I’m pursuing, I will be one step closer to achieving my goals.




Thursday, February 7, 2019

The Lord knows us

Erik Gray's journals
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written July 18, 2015


....I was released by President Lunt this evening around 5pm.  It was a neat little program thing.  All the family was there. :)  We talked, Pres. Lunt gave me a minute to bear my testimony.  I know that this mission is what the Lord wanted me to do.  He knows me so much better than I know myself.  I have loved this opportunity to serve and it has helped give a backbone to my testimony.  I know the truth of the gospel, the Atonement, and temple work and know it is correct and right and divine. :)  Pres Lunt shared about opportunities to share the gospel like with one of his PT assistants.  Dad and mom and Chris all shared little tidbits of how they're proud of me and that the Lord really does know and love us!  

    So that's it.  I'm now released from my mission.  I seriously can't even believe it!  What do I do with my life now???  haha

   Dad gave me some great advice on the way home:  Find balance.  Find balance between serving and also school/work/etc. and family.  Right now, it's been a little out of balance in favor of "serving the Lord" side, but I just need to make sure I still serve, but find balance.

   I'm so excited to give my mission report tomorrow.  I just excited to talk about my mission!!!