Waiting

 

Erik Gray's journals
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written by Elder Gray (Erik)
March 2015

I've learned a lot about waiting, too. There are lots of gospel articles I've read lately about waiting. 

Yes, it sucks waiting for the time to be healed, waiting for a mission call, waiting to get married... ya know. 

All that stuff. 

But Heavenly Father KNOWS me and knows exactly the best time for the waiting to be over. And I seriously think that the hardest times, during that waiting period, are when we grow the most spiritually. 

So waiting? It's okay. 

It's a part of life and we're all going to be okay. 

We don't have to do this on our own.

"Wow, this feels like home"

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written by Elder Gray (Erik)
April 2015

I'm feeling great this week, just tired. I can't wait to be done with this crap chemo. Haha. 

But seriously. When Mom and I went to our Huntsman appointments last week, we had a chance to go to the Bountiful temple.

I didn't have any big spiritual experience, but I distinctly remember the feeling of walking in the temple and thinking, "Wow, this feels like home." 

And really, what should the temple be??? 

More like, whose home should it feel like? 

Just that small thought increased my testimony that it is the Lord's house, it is the most peaceful place on earth, and that we are God's children. 

So go to the temple OFTEN!

(And if you can't go inside, then go read your scriptures or write in your journal on the temple grounds!!)

 

BEST years of my life

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written by Elder Gray (Erik)
May 29, 2015

When I worked in the cafeteria on Saturday, Ash and Hayden came to say hi, and they got to meet Joyce, who works in the cafeteria. She is like my temple grandma, ha ha. The people who work at the temple are all so nice and sweet and just a joy to be around.

I LOVE my calling.

I am noticing that my body is taking a little longer to feel as good as I usually do. Right now I'm doing Thursday-Saturday, and that is hard. I come home tired. But it's worth it. 

I had a thought today- that I am experiencing what I would experience on a full-time mission through my mission as well... 

rejection from this chemo crap, 

going to bed exhausted, 

teaching the gospel (in my calling as a gospel doctrine teacher), 

and meeting tons of new people every day. 

I think that I always felt a little sad because I couldn't go on a full-time mission, but it's interesting that I can still have these mission experiences, and that I can tell you that my time as a missionary is one of the best, if not the BEST, years of my life. 

It's not all easy, but I'm glad I get the chance to serve the Lord!

Sacrifice brings forth the blessings of Heaven. Sacrifice some of your time to go to the temple soon! :D

Elder Gray